I Am a Parasite Lyrics

I am toxic like
A parasite; you shave your head
Get rid of all the places that a flea like me can live.
You said you loved me but
If you ever really did, you wouldn't
Treat me with your silence when I wanna hear your smile.

I wish that you didn't all come to haunt me.
Each and every girl that I've delighted
Has ultimately decided I am not worth having
And that leaves me a wretched mess,

drowning in emotions and I feel toxic like
A parasite; you shave your head
Get rid of all the places that a flea like me can live.

You said you loved me but
If that was ever true, then why are you
Probably delighted that I'm drunk in my apartment
Writing songs about my twisted heart
Caught up in the knots of you
It's a point of view I've strived to never have.

I fantasize about calling you in tears
And I'd beg you to listen.
And I'd swear I need your help
Or maybe I just want to hear your voice

Oh but I know that you won't pick up the phone
'Cause you're afraid I'll crawl inside like
A parasite; you shave your head
Get rid off all the places that a flea like me can live.

You said you loved me but
Even if that was true, I know you
Are afraid
That I will suck out your blood through your skin
I am toxic.
I am poison.
If you want to leave me alone,
I just
wish your ghosts
wouldn't haunt me in my sleep
'Cause they haunt me in my sleep.