Heart Shaped Pin Cushion Lyrics

this sound's a feeling, and it digs it's claws deep into my chest. and these wounds aren't healing, i just wish that we had something to regret. but in this resounding sea of nothingness, i'm left with emptiness and a far more empty chest. and i'm second guessing my own life. i'm burnt out like the streetlight at the end of this dead end road that we used to know so well. burning with the sunset, and holding fast to what we'll never be. and it kills me every time that you let me think that i should try, when you're the only one that could change it all. your every single word every waking thought, it's my final turn, it's my one last shot. just tell me someday that this charade will end. burning with the sunset, i'm holding fast to what will never be. and i'm waiting for an answer, what you really meant that cold november day. and i can't, i never told you. i tried so hard and you were never there. the times i needed you, and it's over now. but i'm not about to fall for that again. i'll wait right here tonight. i'll waste the rest of my life hanging onto lies. i tried but you proved me right once again. burnig with the sunset, and holding fast to what will never be. and how fitting that you're clueless. blind from the light that smolders within me. the thousand times i have tried but i can't forget those nights we spent last year. why won't you let me? call me a liar, but there's no excuse for those empty things you said, that i won't be soon forgetting. burnig with the sunset, and holding fast to what will never be. and how fitting that you're clueless, blind from the light that smolders within me. and i can't, i never told you. i tried so hard and you were never there the times i needed you. it's all over now. but i'm not about to fall for that again. set me up, i'll fall again because i refuse to try. it's not all right, but it's not my place. so you decide.