Firewater Lyrics

Well there´s no saying it nice,
So I´m destined to fail.
I´d rather be hurting myself
Than damage anybody else.
But I´m seeing all the signs,
And they point the other.
A direction far away from here
And it´s leading me to think...

That the times we spent were restless
Uncomfortable, cuz we were never more than friends!

Would you fall apart to pieces?
Could you shatter more than i?
Or would it be sweet relief if I left?
Throwing water on the fire
When there never was a flame.

All I do is try,
But it´s never been enough.
Unless I give up everything
You´re gonna make this one tough.

But I´m done saying words that are worthless,
Just to pacify some easy state of mind.