End=ever Lyrics

The emptiness surrounds me Don''t be so afraid A catwalk in the dark You miserable piece of shit I'm sick of repetition I'm all over the place A self portrait? I laugh! It's just another challenge This skepticism is killing me I'm searching for something real Don't mention my self doubts I'm dying for something real How can I recover? It's lonesome in the dark Please stop being so phony My self portrait? I laugh! And if my pulse is still beating I tie a rope around my neck For I've been waiting the longest while Now it's time to get things straight! So will you take my heart? Cause if you can't - nobody can! Searching... - there is nothing real Why should I still suffer? How can I go on now? Another life in lethargy