Decoy Lyrics

I'm so aloneIn the darkest place I knowI'm a prisoner in my mindAnd I'm searching for that lightAnd the faith I left behindI've tried so hardTo look you In the eyeTime has never been a friendAnd once again I've been betrayedBy the weight of what I knowAnd the choices that I've madeYou stood os tallAnd I've watched you fallLooking on the bright sideI've known some peaceCried on the shouldersOf better men than meIt's going to take a lifetimeTo wash awayIf I want to stay cleanI've got to start today