Completely Attached To Delusion Lyrics

'Completely Attached To Delusion'

I'm going to live, forever, and I wanna fly
I'm going to live, forever, and I wanna fly
I'm going to live, forever, and I wanna fly

Take me the wardrobe
You gotta hang around
You crashing coming down
Get you to pull on it for a while
Full dress with a smile
Warmth, angelic cocaine, sprinkled on my pussy
Air force One is waiting on the runway
Keep the dice on the table
You're coming in on a roll
You're coming in on a roll
Keep it coming
I love being, I love being with you cos it's good on drugs
When you feel you got it bad, we got it good
Is it big enough for ya?
I wanna spend the rest of my life in a holiday
And I wanna spend the rest of my life in a holiday
And I wanna spend the rest of my life in a holiday Inn
There are no surprises.
Breakfast in bed between the cool bed sheets
Slidin' your eggs
Just work and sex and drugs in New York
And when I come down all I wanna be is high again, rather than hanging here gettin' tight.
Everybody I know is a junkie, everybody I know is a junkie, everybody I know is a junkie.
Now you drone to some Davy Jones beat because cos you have nothing else to do. Your feet pushing in the sand. The ocean, shooting white waves with the sun rimming ya.
We just drunk ourselves a beer. Singing my song over and over again
All I ever know is dissatisfaction, change and I want you.
And you got the slight, paranoid sinking feeling.
Finally you got hepatitis everything looks yella.
This is where I started out.

And you think you woke up asleep and you feel your dreaming.
The telephone is ringing and you're afraid he doesn't like you and he wouldna said 'I'll see you Saturday'
I don't wanna be left alone. I didn't mean to mislead ya. I just wish you were somebody I love.
And I'm asleep and I'm dreaming and I'm remembering each time I'm dreaming.
You sitting havin' a Cheeseburger.
Your sittin' in a jam at the counter with the napkin dispenser, salt and pepper shakers on Seventh Avenue.
Mamma always loved news!
And you done the best you can and wasn't altogether that good,
And you done the best you can and wasn't altogether that good,
And you done the best you can and wasn't altogether that good,
I put my muscle in it for as long I could.
And given all you wretched people, bad karma and Murphy's Law that if the worse can happen it will.
And it was a complete failure, and it was a complete failure, and it was a complete failure, and it was a complete failure.
I'm tired of grabbin' what I don't want. I don't want anybody negotiating no, getting nobody.
You boxed yourself into another one
And I can't go ahead
And I can't go back
And you just got to go out
And I knew I had to go out cos I'd gone out before grandparents

Someday, somebody is goin' to give ya a lesson in leaving somebody and give what you'd be givin' and I'm allowed to watch them knock you down.
And I just watched these two guys rob an automobile with the wire hanger. They rummaged through the back of this station wagon and I said nada and walked away.
And then a few minutes later this German Shepard came by and took a leek on the car, just miss annoyed.
I'm having myself, and I'm loving myself, and the right combination of love.
I keep on doing it, I'm doing it. Cos you're doin' it right.

Loving you while it seems monumentally sad. And I don't trust anybody else, I don't trust anybody. And I don't trust anybody.
Standing straight on the bed
White wing sex we're doin' water sports
I'm giving it to in a slow stream the way you like it
I love to feel your throat swallowed
This buds for you, the king of beer is coming through.
And it looks it should be feeling good, and it looks it should be feeling good, and it looks it should be feeling good, but I don't feel nothin'.
You're the only one gettin' it cos you want it so much.
And a black guy once said to me, he said 'A black man once told him, 'Anytime, anybody tells you to look up at the sky, you know they got their hands in yer pockets!'
And you're keeping me from what I wanna be doin'. To be calm and enlightened.
I'm a thief in an empty apartment and I'm giving it all away. You learned about impermanence. I love impermanence, cos I know I'm gonna leave here.
I wish you'd come so it would end. I wish you'd come so it would end, I wish you'd come so it would end.
I got the feeling that I did something wrong,
I don't have anything to say I don't wanna cite anything.
I don't have any ideas.
I don't know and I don't care.

My medication is a complete failure,
My medication is a complete failure,
My medication is a complete failure.

One more time, I can't wait to get back to New York,
MDA, I wanna marry it, get a meal in a minute,
I want my money now!

You can practice in my bed anytime,
You can kick off the covers, open the windows wide!
And your mommy's rich and your daddy's good looking.
And I just get myself some heroin.
This is the way I was waiting to feel,
This is the way I was waiting to feel,
This is the way I've been waiting to feel.
You were told about patience.
Now you understand
Nothin' ever changes, nothin' ever changes, nothin' ever changes, nothin' ever changes.
Seems you would've known you'd fall, from nowheres into nothin'