Come Clean Lyrics

I've been swimming upstream
against the flow of what I should know
resistance is almost addictive
I've been told
now I've been told
it's taking me under
now I see, I see
I wait for the thunder
to wash over me
to come clean

when something is wrong I hate myself
for not being strong in the face of it
when I let it out I want to raise the roof
I want to let it out

I'm swimming downstream downstream
go with the flow that's what I'm told
resistance is just a bad habit
I should know yes I should know

it's been taking me under
now I see, I see
I wait for the thunder
to wash over me
to come clean