Cold Disease Lyrics

I've been thinking of death too much these times

So I'd like to stop the awful spin of images

That's stuck before my eyes keeps me awake all night

I just want to rest my mind for a while





Just the time to find the meaning of life

Instead of looking for a new way to die



Cause I keep erasing my footsteps

After each stride over the wall of my fears

I can't assume them even if I know I can't stop

The clock without scratching it on the floor



Still I wish I could escape from death

They told I'd better enjoy life as long as I'm alive

But how could I just forget that I'm bound

To this state of eternal motionlessness





People believe in heaven because they can't face this truth

I do not and I cannot

Hide my fear



So I drown myself in liquor

And I plunge into something unknown

I hope its forgetness

I hope you'll forgive me



But don't you tell me I got a tortured soul

Cause if I can't help thinking of the end

It truly means I ain't selfish

That I'd be sad to stop sharing laughs



And lifetime with you and my friends

It must be a human feeling I'm surely not the only one



who's aware and struck with this

So please start explaining

Why I can't handle it

Please cure me oh cure me

Of this cold disease