Are You Serious? Lyrics

Woke up on a Saturday, deaf in my right ear
I was dizzy and disoriented, vertigo severe
All the doctors said the cause was just some mystery unknown
Then they charged me thirteen thousand and the fuckers sent me home
I was told that there was no way to prevent what had occurred
But the randomness of everything, it almost made it worse
Now lately, every crowded room feels like I'm drowning in the sound
Of incoherent convеrsations and my heartbeat as it pounds

I can't wake up from this drеam
This madness my reality
I clench my fist and grind my teeth
As something breaks inside of me, like

Are you serious?
Are you serious?

Too much and I wanna sedate
I wanna numb out, killin' the pain
Don't wanna talk about it
Nobody knows how to relate
I'm all alone and I'm up on the stage
Don't wanna bitch about it
'Cause I know everyone's in a cage
I'm just a drop in a bucket of rage
And if you think about it
Too hard, it'll fuck with your brain
It's not goin' away, it's not goin' away

I can't wake up from this dream
This madness my reality
I clench my fists and grind my teeth
As something breaks inside of me, like