Aftermath Lyrics

A shade of light is flashing by the eyes as the lies are poring out
And with a stupid voice i try to explain this: how I failed
Increasing steps of conscience made by fear, I am running from it all
I hide away the things I learned to love for this

Every time I'm there I fall down
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me I can't face)
This type of disgrace I curse
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me I can't face)
Living the way of life I know
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me I can't face)
To find a way to retreat from you
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me)

I'm not what you expected but at least I'm free from your know how's
Release, release me from myself to improve. improve habits
The way I am supposed to see you is gray shades of the way I hate you
All the wrongs I did in my life, I promise I did them for you

Every time I'm there I fall down
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me I can't face)
This type of disgrace I curse
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me I can't face)
Living the way of life I know
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me I can't face)
To find a way to retreat from you
(A side of me I can't face, a side of me I can't face)
Hail to those who forgive themselves

For tearing down their near in fear